Monday, 18 January 2016

ITS OK TO BE ALONE



Being treated like a princess and being spoilt rotten can sweep you off your feet. 
But when it all turns to shit what do you remember? 

I don't need someone in my life. 

I am a strong and an Independent woman who doesn't need a partner. 
I can do what I want and live how I want too. 
I'm not tired down with children or a stressful job. 
If I want to pack my shit and go away for a few days, I can.

I trust myself to tell the truth, yet the words of others I question. 
My gut churns with butterflies however these are moths who are telling me somethings not right. 
Messages aren't replied too and phone calls go unanswered. 

This isn't how love should be. 

I want to be grabbed by the hand, taken outside and dance in the rain. 
I want the truth to be told and promises kept.
Laughter that just keeps laughing when no one else gets the joke.

But I can do this all on my own. 

I can be happy without a man in my life. 
I can be trusted and if I brake my own plans - I can only blame myself. 
Crying during a movie and not crying over real life. 
I might be too fat or not pretty enough for you, however I am happy in my own skin. 
I don't need to like and share sad and depressing memes on social media. There's just too many to post. 

And no fussy eaters here. I only eat what I like and I'm not shy to try new things. 
I can even watch what I want on the TV and if I can't find the remote... I'm probably sitting on it. 
Day trips and adventures are definitely fun with someone special. Those places are almost always accessible by yourself too. 

Photos of places I've been will always be in my memory - so will places we spent together. I'll just create some more on my own.

I come home to a mess - made my me. But the love that awaits me at the door each and every time from my little girl. That is true LOVE. 
Being loved by someone is nice. However having unconditional love from a pet is amazing and is unconditional.


It's OK to be alone. And I am going to be just fine.